I hate being a drippy faucet but...... cry at the drop of a hat. Like Forsakenangel said, all that pain- it takes so much energy holding ourselves together there have to be a few breaks in the dam :) I give myself grace for the leaks and try not to take my self too seriously.

I jus want to b quite n alone most if the time since I got the diagnoses! Finally my husband told the Doc about it n she put me on clonzapam n Celexa n now I'm better coz I'm sleeping better! My husband calls it the happy pills! It relaxes u better n helps u sleep n keeps me from going insane! The twitching,jerk in at night has come to almost a STAND STILL....ALMOST!!!

When I'm stressed I'm a hot mess. I've always been a smiler..not now...I've finally got my meds adjusted enough I don't cry all the time...but I don't laugh a lot anymore either.

I've always been the happy smiling person. I was strong, confident, and calm as could be. Now I cry for the dumbest reasons. I could have a meeting with my boss, talk to a doctor, or whatever situation that was uncomfortable for me and I was calm and able to stay factual and now anything that has to do with me, how I feel, or really anything personally targeting me- I cry at the drop of a hat. I was never a crying type.

I also have the depression problems but I agree w Patricia ,good meds will help n Dear Lord find something that will relax u! Trust me I went into a depression,anxiety n panic attacks to the point I quit driving n I saw things that was not there in the roads, n Celexa helped me, n so did playing games on my phone,words challenges n so forth n I take melotonine n clonazam for sleep! U jus have to try different things to help u every BODY IS DIFFERENT! Gentle Hugs n prayers to u! My husband calls them the happy pills!!!! Lol!!! N IT QUITE BUT.....IT HELP ALOT FOR ME!